something new

I've wondered before how I would find it to live with only what comes my way. It somehow has always spoken to me. To be outside society, on the edge, somehow alone, away from the saturated modern life. To create a space. Making it easier to welcome something new. I feel there is a beauty to it. For me there is something beautiful into walking where everyone else seems putting so much effort into trying to get away from. It is something I can not describe so easily but it brings tears to my eyes. It is a coming loose, loose of fears, assumption, conditioning. It is a cultivation of a grander belief, a belief that I am ok, that I am taken care of, no matter what. As long I balance my heart and my wild excited mind.